YYYThursday, April 19, 2007
I think the problem is that I compare too much. I always compare myself with others, measure myself against them. That is why I can never be properly happy.
I don't look at myself and thank God for all the blessings He has already given me. I am not content with who I am and God's plans for me. Like my mother tells me, I already have so much. I am already so blessed. If I go on like this one day God will just take everything away from me, and only then will I see that I had been taking everything for granted.
I should be satisfied with the present. I shouldn't be comparing. As long as I have done my best, that is enough!
Actually every day is a blessing. My good health, my happy family, my friends, even being able to go to school, all these are blessings!
Why should I compare myself against other people? Why does being better than others make me feel happier? So what if I am better than others? What does all this amount to, at the end of the day?
The boundless love of God is enough for me! To God I am good enough, and that is all that matters (:
8:12 PM
