YYYMonday, September 11, 2006
Holy Spirit fall on meLet Your power consume my every needLet Your wind of love flow through meAs I bow down on my kneesHoly Spirit fall upon me
P&W on Sunday after youth mass was nice (:
AIYAH. I feel so inspired by some people and at the same time I feel so inadequate.
My faith is indeed weak! :( But I pray that I grow in love of Christ. I think what I need to do more is to be more thankful for the little works of God in my daily life, and also to really feel His presence and His hand in everything I do, every decision I make, everything I say.
Even though I said at Mrs Chew's leadership focus group that leadership helped me to learn more about my true strengths and weaknesses (and I really meant it!), I am wondering if that means that I really know myself. Like, who I really am.
I used to think that the best way to live my life was to find happiness in everything and just be happy. But now I'm not so sure. A life that is centered in happiness might turn the wrong way and end up being a self-centered life.
I should start reading the purpose-driven life book again soon. I think it'll be good for me! :D
I think I should read the bible more too! I hardly ever read it :( But it is important I know! I shall read the bible more this term and aim to not be so put off from reading it by becoming familiar with it (: It must become my favorite book :D
Thinking about things is very important, I think, especially important things. I used to think that thinking about such things would make moody and depressed people. But I realised that sometimes we are so caught up in ourselves that we don't think about important things because thinking about them isn't so easy and nice.
I wonder if I am being coherent here. But then again my thoughts are not coherent :( I guess the most important thing at the end of the day is to just lean on God and not on my own limited understanding yay :D
I don't know anything anymore except that God knows everything so at least I know something (:
I found a nice blog today! I like it because the person is so honest and so clear in her faith and it has affirmed me that everyone is just trying to deepen their relationship with God- no one has a perfect relationship. But what matters is that we keep trying and never lose sight of what is truly important.
HERE IT IS! http://to-eternity.blogspot.com/
We had netball carn today! And I just want to say that I LOVE YOU ALL 414! All the players, shooters, banner-ers and cheerers WE ROCKED TODAY! :D Haha and then afterwards all the phototaking and mass class dinner was fun too :D
SIGHHHHH I don't want to go to school tmr! :( It still feels like the holidays! I hate waking up early :( OH WELL I shall go off to bed now GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY! (:
10:35 PM
