YYYTuesday, July 25, 2006
HELLO I AM HAPPY I FINISHED MY HISTORY PT!
Well sort of, but I don't care I'm HAPPY (:
STRIPING this Friday! AIYAH I really don't know what to think. :(
OUR BATCH ROCKS LA WE CAN SING (:
10 o clock is coming! Then I can go and tape wan quan yu le I hope its WANG SHAO WEI today (:
You know sometimes people ask, why should I be happy? There is nothing to be happy about. I am putting on a facade. It's not the real me. The real me is unhappy.
But I think that we were put on this earth to be happy. God didn't put us here to be depressed and hate our lives. He wouldn't have put us here on earth if we were meant to be unhappy right from the start.
I don't feel happy a lot of the time, but I think its very very important to try to stay happy! Staying happy is not a facade, I think. I think it is what we are supposed to be. Just that it is so tempting to be moody and depressed- but that's not good for us!
But while trying to stay happy I think it is important not to be self-centered! To think only of our own happiness. Maybe I have been going at it the wrong way. Maybe the correct way is to be more aware of everyone around us, to care for the people around us, to make the people around us happy, and then maybe happiness for ourselves will come naturally.
Hm I think my main problem is that I worry too much! I know I should be leaving everything up to God. To offer up everything I do to God. But its always so difficult :( I like to try to control things haha.
I know that if only I put God in the centre of my life everything will fall into place. But I don't know how :( I think, the reassuring thing is that He will be waiting and waiting until I get it right. I must only keep trying and not lose my way (:
Life is so confusing! It is a difficult life we lead haha. I shall go off now and do my math and think somemore this weekend (:
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